They say there is no suffering after Nibbana… Pain so much. A deathly saddening existence is solitude. The silence be oppressive. Am I a slave to thought? I forgive you for taking my child but Karma is a behemoth. Yes at times I have been a mental agonist but I have decided to live for the man you made sick. To love him unconditionally. My karmic debt is long clear. But yours must weigh on you like a ton of black blood. Resentment? Madness? Melancholia and the infinite Sadness. The mighty wheels of Samsara will not spare you. I forgive you - for me 😊. Yet you have tarred my main attachment.. your one life? The machine be you. I walk the earth now with nor fear of life nor death. It has become effortless now I have forgiven the man who will stay…
All that was lost is now found.
Self realisation be here, my maker give strength to throw wrath upon clear…
Why did you do it then Chris (no longer a slave to the past)?. Or anything but my love and peace. For a child… Now? Because more will be revealed about the man who is still sick…
Chris Canham