“Hold your face up to the light.. Even if for the moment you do not see…” Bill W. A letter for my daughter. When you are older I will explain that over 100 of these were written during the ultimate decimation of self two women pushed me into…

Isabella,

Your heart in Life Bella will always be your steering wheel, and I will be the road beneath your feet or the wind in your sail,

The engine is your soul baby girl.

And it is to be maintained just as cars need maintenance.

I will never be further away than a phone call, and you will have to learn from me in bursts,

You see my girl, where you will go- I once did..

And where you stand is where I lived,

But I made choices (good and bad) and finally chose to sit left of the brainsphereto mediate from emotion not from the aforementioned brain.

So watch me from your horizon meineprinzessen,

As your tired eyes search for sunrise and solutions, I still and always will be around..

Chris Canham 2011

Painting below by me. Circa late 80s. Preceding the first downward spiral. I believe that one should speak their truth in this lifetime. I believe there is pure unadulterated love and genius and vulnerability. Liberate self? I had no choice Bella. My side of the street is clean and serene. Understand the heart is the strongest muscle in the body xo ♥️