To have a kings ransom stolen from you by brute force. To be shovelled into 11 years of living hell. To scream mercilessly at her hatred with only one last resort- to awaken to the truth and the height of the spiritual experience for and only for the love of a daughter. One must stand in the face of the most brutal matrix on the planet and in utter desperation ‘sit’ until the storm of one’s greatest fears, the fears of death is overcome and the egoic death of the human mind is met. But why would one do it? Not for self but only for love of another. The true gateway to God.